Home Sweet Home

That fortune couldn't be anymore right at this point in my life. Because in all reality I really am on vacation right now. It may not be going down South for some really nice weather, or going on tour again or even travelling around. But no one in Edinboro is hiring so I am not working, I have enough money to buy food, go out with friends and hit up as many hardcore shows as possible. I have been laying low, hanging out, working out doing everything I love to do. I answer to no one and it is how I like it.


This is still where I lay my head at night.

It still isn't the most comfortable but I have been working on trying to break it in!

I am going to continue to keep looking for work and hopefully find some place that is hiring but until then...I am going to keep on enjoying my summer being punk rock!



Unrelated but...Same hair, same shirt, same pants? Twinzz? I think so!

You wasted everything I can't believe I used to count on you

I can't believe that i believed you

Everything you stood for is now a joke

You've gotten away with it for now but it is not the end

What goes around comes around I hope that's true

I know it's true

It happens to everyone and I'll laugh at your face

When it happens to you

You're going against your own beliefs

Those are some beliefs if you can't live up to what you preach

You just proved, that you're a fucking fake

I can't always say, what i want to I can't always say, that's not right for you

And this time I won't open my mouth

You need to learn, from all the shit you've pulled you're gonna feel real small when it comes back to you!

-Down To Nothing - What Goes Around Comes Around-

I'm Pro You Shutting The Fuck Up

In all honesty, if you missed this show...I am sorry because you missed 4 awesome bands!



Swine Into Silk



I am going to rant for just a bit. I am not trying to call anyone out or say anything negative to anyone because who am I and does my opinion really matter? I havn't been around that long but it is just something that kind of annoys me about tonight.

I have been beyond stoked for Trap Them to come to Erie because they are becoming one of my favorite bands and they are just awesome. They are a different style of hardcore from what usually comes through Erie which is actually awesome because even though I love the hardcore that has come through lately (ex. Terror, Madball, Reign Supreme etc...) these guys are WAY different and amazing at what they do. What bothers me is that there is over 200 kids at The Secret Handshake show, don't get me wrong to each man his own but it's just hipster dance party bullshit and if that is what you are into thats fine I am not trying to talk shit, I just happen to enjoy hardcore and HATE that "music", sorry. But when a band with some talent like Trap Them or the other 3 other bands that played (all were amazing) and I look around Forward Hall and there isn't that many kids there to begin with and the kids that are there I have NEVER seen before in my life. Where are all the kids that are packing Forward Hall a week before or how about the "hardcore" kids that were there a few weeks ago for Bane/Have Heart. I texted a decent amount of people telling them to come out and surprisingly many of them didn't know about the show, which sucks that it wasn't promoted that well but that happens. But when I hear from friends that say "I have never heard of these bands so I probably wont go."
WHAT THE FUCK?!???! So go and hear some new music or atleast check them out on Myspace to see if you MIGHT like them. But I mean, again, who the fuck am I to say all this. I don't go to EVERY show or even EVERY hardcore show. And I havn't been going to shows in Erie that long. So my opinion doesn't matter. It just sucks finally having a band with some talent come that I love and most of my friends could care less. I understand that not every show can be packed and that this is how things work. I had a blast and just wish more of my friends were there to enjoy it with me thats all.

I know how we talk

I know how we work

This is hostility, deceiver

This is hostility, and you can put it wherever you'd like

Amongst the curdled soil in our backdoor bribes

Under our strobe-lit crimbes

Won't concern me anymore

Can't arrest me anymore

Won't defeat me anymore

I am who we are

I am one

A fallen fighter under weight of universal gun

And i want your gold

All of it

Because im no god

Because im no good

Because im your fault

And just like another anticipated autumn crash

We end with earth in our handsour knees in distressed walk alongs

And our faces in dry dead grass

Yeah i am one

I am your silver tongue

The pills you take at your humid wake

The pills i've always done

No, i'm not your saint

Not your flesh on stone

This guilt in destinationor your drunken bag of bones

And this can't be your story, reporter,because it's all mind, all mine

And you are not my angle, my distance

We left those days behind

So yeah i'll be your god

I am my father's son

I am my mother's child

And i'll submit to none

I'll be no one's cause this is all i want

This is hostility, deceiver

To be your greatest failure

To be your darkest sinner

I'll be your greatest failure

I'll be your darkest sinner

I'll beat everyone

I'll be everyone

I know how we talk

I know how we work

I am who we are

I am one

-Trap Them - Day Eight: Destructioneer Extraordinaire-

Terrified Eyes

First things first, I have bad grammar...get over it. But...

I was talking with Cody the other day about something he read on the back of an Orchid record of his about some man seeing a person commit suicide and it reminded me of something that happened to me last fall. And after telling him this story it made him and myself feel slightly uncomfortable.

What happened was last fall at some point, I don't remember exactly when it was but I was in an disagreement with a person and I was trying to study but the "fight" was distracting and I was not getting any work done and seeing as how it was late and I couldn't go to the gym to relax I had to do the next best thing and that is to just go out alone on a walk, put my headphones on and listen to some music. Just to relax and calm down! I did my normal pissed walk around campus and the "fighting" had moved from my instant messenger to text messages so I really wasn't calming down but probably fueling the fire because the mixture of Ramallah blasting into my ears and already being pissed just made things worse. So I decided to continue to walk and leave campus and head into the actual town of Edinboro. I walked myself on some back roads in the "suburbs" and came out slightly behind John's Pizza/The Hotel Bar (for those who know where that is) where there is that tiny bridge. As I approached the bridge I saw a man with this weird outdoors hat on and was looking over the bridge and by the time I got near him he was looking in the weeds/grass. I was about to cross the road right by him but there was a car coming so I had to wait. Just as the car was getting to me and this man that was across the street from me some small animal rocketed from the grass and got nailed by the car. However the hit from the car did not kill whatever this small animal because it was flopping everywhere in pain. It literally jumped 4 feet in the air and landed on the ground and became still. Me and this man had watched this happen together. As I crossed the street I looked right at this guy and he was looking right at me and he looked sad, and I know without realizing it I had a smirk on my face and I don't know why. He kept looking right at me until I passed him and I walked down the street a bit and turned around to see if he was still there. He was standing in the road over the animal just looking down at it...

I don't know if that was what he was looking for in the grass or what, I just know that when I saw the animal get hit and the way his face looked when we made eye contact and how sad he seemed, I didn't care. I felt nothing for him or the animal and it was weird. Maybe it was because just before witnessing this I had been so angry and I was still mad so I didn't give a shit about him or how he felt. I really don't know.

I don't remember what I was "fighting" about that night, I don't remember how it got started or how it was finished or even who it was with...
I just remember walking, seeing that happen and then posting a bulletin about it on Myspace when I returned to my apartment. I remember feeling weird about not feeling anything towards this man and I felt weird when I told Cody this story and I feel weird as I write this now because I still don't feel anything.

Shelter I crave...

Shatter this mirror and the creatures there, cutting me.

"It's always the ugly who write all the most beautiful songs"

But I find no sympathy inside of me.

I damn these lights I damn these eyes.

I curse the truth and from all I cannot hide.

I curse the truth and I burn in the Light, I burn in their eyes.

Another sunrise and I decry, every breath's a curse and all my hope is a lie.

I raise my hood again to hide my face and search inward for feeling, finding empty space.

I walk alone the path to tragedy, an ugly voice and ugly words are all I'll leave.

Locked doors and photos all that comfort me,Solitude my shackles, I'm protecting you, why can't you see.

Damn these eyes, Curse this life.

-The Banner - Black Hoods-

Mirage

Beach Party



Chippy



Memorial Day



Found this to be hilarious



Memorial Day Sunsets, Erie PA



Enjoying the View



6 minute fireworks



And this badass...

Nomadically I scavange.

A waster amongst waste.

Upon this plateau of ravaged.

Cliffs all around me.

I can't get any higher.

Tears in my eyes

Tainted with desire

Prisoner to this walless cell

This disease called 'instinct' I can't help myself

A beacon boldens upon the sunset I hurt for its figure and its silouhette

Now, for the first time in my life I see more than whats on the outside

For so long temptations left me blind

From this lust and disgust I must rise

And suppress this driving force

To the point where it leaks from my pores

Despite the pain and the urge I contain

I refuse to be what I was again

I've ripped the stem

I've picked the petals

I've watched the beauty

Whither and dry

I've ripped the stem

I've picked the petals

I've watched the beauty

Shirvel and die

Anyone can kill a field of flowers

But who can sit and just watch one grow?

-Shipwreck A.D. - Lotus-

I'm Infinite

Recieved A Package Today


No Revelations


Until The End 7inch


Cut This Up With Cody Tonight

"For Your Health"

Beach tomorrow, cannot wait!

One day I plan to be a family man happily married

I wanna grow to be so old that I have to be carried

Till I'm glad to be buried

And leave this crazy world

And have at least a half a million for my baby girl

It may be early to be planning this stuff

Cause I'm still struggling hard to be the man, and it's tough

Cause man it's been rough, but still I manage enough

I've been taken advantage of, damaged and scuffed

My hands have been cuffed

But I don't panic and huff, frantic and puff

Or plan to give up, the minute shit hits the fan it erupts

I'm anteing up double or nothing, I've been trouble enough

And I'm sick of struggling and suffering, see

My destiny's to rest at ease, till I'm impressed and pleased

With my progress, I won't settle for less than cheese

I'm on a quest to seize all, my own label to call

Way before my baby is able to crawl

I'm too stable to fall, the pressure motivates

To know I hold the weight of boulders on my shoulder blades

I seen the golden gates to heaven on Earth

Where they don't pull a weapon on you when you stepping on turf

I'm going for broke, gambling and playing for keeps

Everyday in the streets, scrambling and paying for cheep

Praying for sleep

Dreaming with a watering mouth

Wishing for a better life for my daughter and spouse

In this slaughtering house, caught up in bouts

With the root of all evil

I've seen it turn beautiful people crude and deceitful

And make them do shit illegal

For these Grant's and Jackson's

These transactions explain a man's actions

But in the mist of this insanity, I found my Christianity

Through God and there's a wish he granted me

He showed me how to cope with the stress

And hope for the best, instead of mope and depressed

Always groping a mess, of flying over the nest

To selling dope with the rest

I quit smoking cess to open my chest

Life is stressful inside this cesspool

Trying to wrestle, I almost bust a blood vessel

My little brother's trying to learn his mathematics

He's asthmatic, running home from school away from crack addicts

Kids attract static, children with automatics

Taking target practice on teens for Starter Jackets

I'm using smarter tactics to overcome this slum

I won't become as dumb as some and succumb to scum

It's cumbersome, I'm trying to do well on this Earth

But it's been Hell on this Earth since I fell on this Earth

-Eminem - It's OK-

Kimosabe Is Going To Have Some Flavor

Rule #1 - Never leave a fellow Crasher behind. Crashers take care of their own.
Rule #2 - Never use your real name.
Rule #3 - Never confess.
Rule #4 - No one goes home alone.
Rule #5 - Never let a girl get between you and a fellow Crasher.
Rule #6 - Do not sit in the corner and sulk. It draws attention in a negative way. Draw attention to yourself, but on your own terms.
Rule #7 - Blend in by standing out.
Rule #8 - Be the life of the party.
Rule #9 - Whatever it takes to get in, get in.
Rule #10 - Invitations are for pussies.
Rule #11 - Sensitive is good.
Rule #12 - When it stops being fun, break something.
Rule #13 - Bridesmaids are desperate - console them.
Rule #14 - You're a distant relative of a dead cousin.
Rule #15 - Fight the urge to tell the truth.
Rule #16 - Always have an up-to-date family tree.
Rule #17 - Every female wedding guest deserves a wedding night.
Rule #18 - You love animals and children.
Rule #19 - Toast in the native language if you know the native language and have practiced the toast. Do not wing it.
Rule #20 - Always have an early "appointment" the next morning.
Rule #21 - Definitely make sure she's 18.
Rule #22 - You have a wedding and a reception to seal the deal. Period. No overtime.
Rule #23 - There's nothing wrong with having seconds. Provided there's enough women to go around.
Rule #24 - If you get outted, leave calmly. Do not run.
Rule #25 - You understand she heard that but that's not what you meant.
Rule #26 - Of course you love her.
Rule #27 - Don't over drink. The machinery must work in order to close.
Rule #28 - Make sure there's an open bar.
Rule #29 - Always be a team player. Everyone needs a little help now and again.
Rule #30 - Know the playbook so you can call an audible.
Rule #31 - If you call an audible, always make sure your fellow Crashers know.
Rule #32 - Don't commit to a relative unless you're absolutely sure that they have a pulse.
Rule #33 - Never go back to your place.
Rule #34 - Be gone by sunrise.
Rule #35 - Breakfast is for closers.
Rule #36 - Your favorite movie is "The English Patient".
Rule #37 - At the reception, one hard drink or two beers max. A drunk crasher is a sloppy crasher.
Rule #38 - Never hit on the bride! It's a one-way ticket to the pavement.
Rule #39 - The way to a woman's bed is through the dance floor.
Rule #40 - Dance with old folks and the kids. The girls will think you're "sweet."
Rule #41 - Never hit on the bride -- it's a one way ticket to the pavement
Rule #42 - Try not to break anything, unless you're not having fun.
Rule #43 - At the service, sit in the fifth row. It's close enough to wedding party to seem like you're an invited guest. Never sit in the back. The back row just smells like crashing.
Rule #44 - Create an air of mystery that involves some painful experience when interacting with the girl you're after. But don't talk about it.
Rule #45 - Always remember your fake name! Rehearse it in advance and make sure you know your fellow Crasher's code-name as well!
Rule #46 - The Rules of Wedding Crashing are sacred. Don't sully them by "improvising."
Rule #47 - You forgot your invitation in your rush to get to the church.
Rule #48 - Make sure all the single women at the wedding know you're there because you've just suffered either a terrible breakup or the death of your fiancée.
Rule #49 - Always work into the conversation: "Yeah, I have tons of money. But how does one buy happiness?"
Rule #50 - Be pensive! It draws out the "healer" in women.
Rule #51 - Always pull out in time.
Rule #52 - Tell any woman you're interested in that you'd love to stay put but you promised to help out at the homeless shelter today.
Rule #53 - It's time to put your Drama Lessons in practice! Get choked up during the service. The girls will think you're "sensitive." Bring a slice of onion or artificial tears if necessary.
Rule #54 - Avoid virgins. They're too clingy.
Rule #55 - If pressed, tell people you're related to Uncle John. Everyone has an Uncle John.
Rule #56 - Don't fixate on one woman. ALWAYS have a back-up.
Rule #57 - When seeing a rival Crasher, do not interact - merely acknowledge each other with a tug on the earlobe and gracefully move on.
Rule #58 - The Ferrari's in the shop.
Rule #59 - If two rival crashers pick the same girl, the crasher with the least seniority will respectfully yield.
Rule #60 - No "chicken dancing" - no exceptions.
Rule #61 - When crashing out of state, request permission from the local Wedding Crasher chapter.
Rule #62 - No more than two weddings a weekend. More and your game gets sloppy. You'll also attract unwanted notice.
Rule #63 - Bring an extra umbrella when it rains. Courtesy opens more legs than charm.
Rule #64 - Always save room for cake.
Rule #65 - When your crash partner fails, you fail. No man is an island.
Rule #66 - Smile! You're having the time of your life.
Rule #67 - Mix it up a little. You can't always be the man with the haunted past.
Rule #68 - Dance with the Bride's grandmother.
Rule #69 - No sex on the altar. Confessionals, okay. Chair lofts, better.
Rule #70 - Two shutouts in a row? It's time to take a week off. Ask yourself: what is it that is getting in the way of my happiness?
Rule #71 - Research, research, research the wedding party. And when you are done researching, research some more.
Rule #72 - Studies have shown that women have a more developed sense of smell. Breath mints - small cost, big yield.
Rule #73 - Keep interactions with the parents of the bride and groom to a minimum.
Rule #74 - In case of emergency, refer to the rulebook.
Rule #75 - Girls in hats tend to be proper and rarely give it up.
Rule #76 - No excuses. Play like a champion.
Rule #77 - Carry extra protection at ALL times.
Rule #78 - The unmarried female rabbi - is she fair game? Of course she is.
Rule #79 - The tables furthest from the kitchen always get served first.
Rule #80 - Stop, look, listen. At weddings. In life.
Rule #81 - Occasionally bring a gift - you're getting sex without having to buy dinner, so you can afford a blender.
Rule #82 - Always think ahead but always stay in the moment. Reconcile this paradox and you'll not only get the girl, you might also get peace of mind.
Rule #83 - Don't let the ring bearer bum your smokes. His parents may start to ask questions.
Rule #84 - Stay clear of the wedding planner. They may recognize you and start to wonder.
Rule #85 - Don't use the "I have two months to live" bit - not cool, not effective.
Rule #86 - Shoes say a lot about the man.
Rule #87 - Always choose large weddings. More choice. Easier to blend.
Rule #88 - You're from out of town. ALWAYS.
Rule #89 - Know something about the place you say you are from, whether be from another US state or another country. Texas is too-played out. For some reason, England, Germany or even New Hampshire seem to work. Master the accents convincingly, and you've nailed them!
Rule #90 - Of course you dream of one day having children.
Rule #91 - Never dance to "What I Like About You." It's long past time to let that song go. Someone will request it at every wedding. Don't dance to it. No matter how...
Rule #92 - Tell the bride's friends and family that you are family of the groom and visa-versa.
Rule #93 - Only take one car. You never know when you'll need to make a fast escape.
Rule #94 - Deep down, most people hate themselves. This knowledge is the key to most bedroom doors.
Rule #95 - Try not to show off on the dance floor. This means you Jeremy.
Rule #96 - Etiquette isn't old-fashioned. It's sexy.
Rule #97 - Catholic weddings - the classic dilemma: painfully long ceremony - horny girls.
Rule #98 - The newspaper Wedding Announcements are your racing form. Choose carefully.
Rule #99 - Be judicious with cologne. Citrus tones are best.
Rule #100 - Save the tuxes for "the big show" only.
Rule #101 - Avoid women who were psychology majors in college. There is no kind of woman more clingy and persistent than a psychologist investigating your story later on.
Rule #102 - No periwinkle colored ties, please.
Rule #103 - The older the better, the younger the better (see Rule #21)
Rule #104 - Be well groomed and well-mannered.
Rule #105 - Never cockblock a fellow Crasher. Cockblocking an invited guest--okay.
Rule #106 - Eat plentiful, digest your food. You'll need the energy later.
Rule #107 - Know when to abandon ship if it ain't floating.
Rule #108 - Know your swing and salsa dancing. Girls love to get twisted around.
Rule #109 - Always carry an assortment of place cards to match any wedding design.
Rule #110 - Make sure your magic trick and balloon animal skills are not rusty. If the kids love it, the girls will too.
Rule #111 - NEVER reveal your true identity.
Rule #112 - Have FUN! It's why you're there!!!
Rule #113 - Don't look for opportunities; make them.
Rule #114 - 3-4 months to wedding crash--funerals are year round!
Rule #115 - Never walk away from a fellow crasher wearing a funny jacket!!

Diamonds Are Not Forever

I do not know why we are best friends...




Cooked some burgers with the boys on the good ole' G.F. (I think Tim is in a gang)




This makes me happy



So do night skates

Just me and Dre Day


This is what happens when we try to make a grocery list for no bake cookies

The blurred/crossed out items would be girl(s) names.

"We are not here to make friends. We are here to make justice. We are not here to look good or sound good, we are here to voice our opinion, to give freedom to the enslaved and declare war, again and again and again against the unashamed. We grew up in a scene of middle class white kids who never knew and will never know nothing about violence, kids who still live in a well concealed world made of hard music and tough images. Fuck you. Fuck your web hatred, your myspace fights and your meaningless values. This is the fourth generation of kids that we see turning their back on me and fall into comfort and social acceptance.We give no trust for free anymore. People once swore eternal jihad and all out war to oppression and injustice but here they come, in their weakest, mild, submissive and yet arrogant lifestyle to just represent everything I hate. Where the fuck are all these mindless zombie motherfuckers now? We hold these people in contempt. People with no self respect should suffocate. People who turn their back on the struggle for human and animal liberation should suffocate. Who once held high flags should suffocate. People who just cant see how negative their influence is on the youth and our environment should all suffocate. WE have the power of starting a very wild domino effect. We have to be the living examples that compassion and justice can still have a strong voice against Mother Culture. We don’t care if you see violence or radical visions. Every other try has failed. As warriors before us stated: get free or die trying, get free or die trying, get free or die fuckin trying."

-xDestroy Babylonx - Death To All Traitors

Sunday's Best

And people wonder why I wake up and hate everything so much...



August 29th...Can't wait! :-/




Unless I am waking up to Cody in his "cuties" I wake up to this giant window! TOO. MUCH. SUN.

Another night goes by and I’m stuck wondering why.

What will tomorrow bring?

Bodies numb and I don’t feel a thing.

As you scream from the side.

You’re wasted youth, you’re wasted life.

How can I help if you don’t try?

Stand aside or get buried alive.

One day I’m just going to snap.

Breaking point.

Can’t turn back.

Talk is cheap.

You bring us down.

When times got tough you just backed down.

You only waste your breath.

I wont give in.

I’ll fight to the death.

It’s over now.

I’ve had enough.

You walked away.

I called your bluff.

-The Warriors - Slings And Arrows

Honey, I Shrunk The Bananas

It's Time To Grow The Fuck Up, Or Get The Fuck Out

I know just a few days ago I said I wouldn't be posting anything for awhile because of drama this blog was causing but...fuck em! Keep crying!

I have officially moved back to Edinboro, in Apt. 222! Been on a serious job hunt and hopefully will get hired somewhere by next week. Helped my friend Kaite move from Girard to her Aunt's house, made some money which helps! Still working out, still being stronger than you!


Golf carts are fun! But golf rules are unrealistic!






My semi-roommates have become by fulltime roommates.



(shitty picture I know, it was dark in the room)


I have managed to pack MOST of my important belongings and jam them behind the couch!

I have been doing a bit of self defense training

(Come fight me)



I am being serious, if you like good music go to my music blog (link is at the top right corner) and download the two Killing Kings albums up. They are amazing and I promise you that you will not be disappointed!

Don't you cry to me.

Don't cry to me that you're torn apart.

I'm the one lying in a pool of blood.

Knife lodged deep into my fucking spine.

Now you see just what you're actions have done.

When all the drama is said and done, we are nothing.

There is nothing between us, but oceans of bad blood.

Because bond is thicker then blood.

And sometimes family is all you have.

My true friends, will stand behind me, until the fucking end.

I'll fall to my knees, and prey for your death.

I'll prey for your death

-Until The End - Nothing Between Us

Raising Hell

So lately this blog has done more harm than good. It has caused me to have to deal with too much drama and bullshit! So all I am going to say is if you do not want to know what I am doing with my life, don't read it. If you do not care or do not want to listen to what I have to say, don't read it. This blog wasn't meant for that! This blog wasn't meant for you! This blog is for me. So with that being said, I am probably not going to be posting that much if anything at all for awhile. Because of the BS and because I am in the process of moving back to Edinboro to live with my semi-roommates and I will be on a serious job hunt, hopefully getting hired and working! I also have a few more things to tackle[UH OH! TACKLE ;-)] on my list of adult things to do. If all things go to plan, I may just delete this whole thing and have a new one up about how much I have accomplished in the past three days but chances are it will not work out that well! I have enjoyed this week in Linesville. Got the chance to get to know some people a little better and hopefully that continues. The End.

P.S. - I am going to be updating my other blog (http://xsmashx814.blogspot.com/) with some new music if you want to check it out! Text or AIM me if you have any requests, hopefully I can help out!

I dont fucking need you

I only hate you

Wont tell you twice that your time here is spent

Youre just a coward in your safe place

Well your security hangs by a thread

No more threats

This promise is all I can give

You disrespect this, you disrespect us

But not again as long as I live

Fuck you, your friends and your life

Respect is give and take in my eyes

You've scarred everything you are

But you'll never scar my pride

You run your fucking mouth when I'm not around

There's just so much to say

You walk to fucking proud

Now fess up or just walk the other way

No more threats this time

No more threats

Just walk the other way

No more threats

Just this promise as long as I live

No more threats

You only get the respect that you give

-Throwdown - Walk Away

I've Never Felt So Alive With My Crew At My Side

Never before have these words been so true!
Live for them.
Die for them.
Kill for them.
That simple.

I am about 99.99% postive I am going to be moving back to the Boro to live on couch in Apt. 222 this summer, it is all depending if I can get this job or not! So hopefully my semi-roommates will turn into full time roommates!

FINALLY getting over this sinus infection which means back to working out! Until I figure out the living and job situations, it is working out twice a day! Running my ass off and doing body weight stuff! Come to Linesville and fight me, I dare you!

Been talking shit on the Goober

(she is a horrible friend...and by horrible I mean the worst!)

From nowhere I first saw your face.

You knew everyone, everything.

You thought you were above us all.

Ran your mouth for attention, looking for acceptance.

Came around with so much to prove,but no one here gives a fuck about you.

We're better off without you, so much better off, without you.

Make your claims, it's all the same.

Big mouth, no heart.

My hate for you just fucking grows.

In and out of every trends.

Never backed the things you said.

The loudest are the first to go, so fucking go.

Seen your kind many times.

Big mouth, no heart.

In shame, disgrace.

Fist to your fucking face.

-Terror - Better Off Without You

This Is High School Shit

Finally moved out of my apartment and moved back to Linesville, and already hate it! So I am back in the Boro with friends for a few days. Single again and actually not hating it!



This is home for a few days, it's not too bad and that little pink blanket is actually pretty warm!




Went out out to El Canelos with a bunch of friends, burrito deluxe is where it's at!

Finally, I am in a friend's wedding in August and looking for a date. Get at me! ;-)

So Good So Right

Still sick...


Crashing a kite (look at them legs)



If you were not here, you are not shit!



New banner, great buy! (It is massive)


On summer vacation officially!