Thursday, July 30, 2009

Live The Lie

Less than a week of summer classes left. Ate my last meal with meat in it and I am now officially a vegetarian. I also am cutting 'soda pop' out of my diet as well for awhile. Been having too much fun! Hopefully getting a job with Chip-Chip next week!

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The Last Supper



New Things.








Listening to Path of Resistance




Adventure w/ Cody and Brent for Biter album artwork















My mask of sanity is slipping away
and I don't know if I can last much longer. help me
Human faces grow so twisted and farther away,
thought I could take it but the hate grows stronger. help me
Oh God help me 'cause I don't want to see
another image of that beast humanity. save me
Oh God save me, this hatred is killing me.
No one can save me 'cause I once was blind but now I see the way...
One day I'm gonna rip my eyes out of my head
And never gaze upon your twisted world again.
I'm gonna tear out my eyes
And maybe find some peace of mind inside.
My mask of sanity has broken away
and I don't want to last much longer.
-Blood For Blood - Tear Out My Eyes-

Sunday, July 26, 2009

I'll Never Make The Same Mistakes

New phone



Rape or Wrestle? You decide.



I had too much fun.



I love nights like these.



Paul Stanley



Objects in mirror...



Get stoked!



Thinks he can eat a tablespoon of cinnamon...





So does he...



They were both wrong!!

Been having a lot of fun lately, hanging out, sleepovers, and the drive-in!


Hot cherry on friday night
When the sun goes down my spine
I put an axe in my babys head
Im gonna end up doing time
She looks so good in red
American nightmare running scared
She shoulda been hard to get
She shoulda been hard to kill
She shoulda been hard to kill, hey
I had to split your head
American nighmare running scared
Im heading down the highway
Sign has three inverted nines
If the lord dont get me the devil will
But not without a fight
Does this highway never fucking ends
American nightmare running scared
Hey, american nightmare running scared
-The Misfits - American Nightmare-

Saturday, July 25, 2009

Insomnia

"I'm past tired and sleep eludes me..."

Wednesday, July 22, 2009

I Need...

- Summer classes to be over.
- A's in my summer classes.
- An easy job in the Fall.
- For Fall to just get here.
- More records.
- More merch in general.
- My new phone to get here because the one I have sucks.
- The trip next summer to actually happen.
- For it to be tomorrow already so I can lose my mind.
- To follow my diet a tiny bit better for more results.
- To move into my own apartment.
- ALL my friends to stop trying to move away before they graduate.
- To move away with ALL my friends once we graduate.
- To graduate.
- Season 4 of Heroes to start.
- To update my other blog.
- To take a train to Boston in September.
- To turn 21 so I can be weird for NOT drinking.
- To play more video games.
- To spend some time with you.

Saturday, July 18, 2009

Thieves Don't Knock

Save a horse, ride a cowboy?



Faith



'Jesus was one of the most punk-rock guys ever.'



Danny Zuko...



Some oldies were dug up at the apartment









A new trip is in the works. It is a HUGE one that will take a year to prepare for, details later.


If I knew then, what I know now, I never would have looked at your fucking face.
I would have saved myself my fucking execution, not letting this life go to waste.
In you i found something different, in you I saw something pure.
With you I watched my whole world crumble. I am left to starve to death alone.
Now I'm dead. Dead on the inside.
Betrayal has stopped my heart and number my fucking mind.
I trusted you with my life, which was cursed from the beginning.
But some people are so far behind in the race that they actually believe they are winning.
Now I see through your facade.
Now i see you as the traitor you always were.
I see you turn into a pillar of salt.
A monumental legacy of death, a permanent face of a killer.
-xRepresentx - Tyrant King-

Friday, July 17, 2009

This Is A Story Of Everything...

‘…and everyone is asleep. And all the books you’ve read have been read by other people. And all the songs you’ve loved have been heard by other people. And that girl that’s pretty to you is pretty to other people. And you know that if you looked at these facts when you were happy, you would feel great because you are describing “unity”.

Wednesday, July 15, 2009

The Discipline Of Self Loathing

Van rides with Smoke & Mirrors



Champion - Promises Kept
32/205



R'N'R/Fit For Abuse split



More stickers!!!



The stuffed peppers adventure













You're wasting your breath by saying that you've changed
When the only thing that's different is you don't look the same.
Your day has come and gone and everyone knows your name
Legs spread far and wide, play that game
You're still the fucking same
After all these years you've never learned right and wrong
All the time spent on you, any hope for you is gone
Don't speak. Don't open your fucking mouth
Just save your breath, you're full of shit and no one cares.
No one cares about you.
You haven't changed, you never will.
You're still the whore you've always been.
You're an empty glass waiting to be filled.
Old habits die hard.
-xBishopx - Old Habits-

Monday, July 13, 2009

Screaming At The Moon

Busy/AWESOME weekend! The 4 days, 4 show madness was a great success!

Attended Greek Fest



Greek yogurt cake?



Sno-Cones



And the sno-cone follies



First swim of the summer



The weekend with Smoke & Mirrors was great!!!



Advent



Casey :)



Clevo



Sincerity Fest



Taste The Steel



These don't have anything to do with this weekend but are posted for one of my favorite readers!
The Edge Cupcake


In the middle, sophomore year




Influence runs thick the majority grips.
A strong controlling force.
With the absence of light.
They feast on your broken down soul.
Maintain the rights of the poor and oppressed.
Ignorance is no plea I offer you the saving truth.
You follow the herd led by a demon in shepherds clothing.
Instead of leading you to pastures he leads you to baregrounds of abomination.
Baregrounds!
-xDisciplex A.D. - Baregrounds-