This Is A Story Of Everything...

‘…and everyone is asleep. And all the books you’ve read have been read by other people. And all the songs you’ve loved have been heard by other people. And that girl that’s pretty to you is pretty to other people. And you know that if you looked at these facts when you were happy, you would feel great because you are describing “unity”.

The Discipline Of Self Loathing

Van rides with Smoke & Mirrors



Champion - Promises Kept
32/205



R'N'R/Fit For Abuse split



More stickers!!!



The stuffed peppers adventure

You're wasting your breath by saying that you've changed

When the only thing that's different is you don't look the same.

Your day has come and gone and everyone knows your name

Legs spread far and wide, play that game

You're still the fucking same

After all these years you've never learned right and wrong

All the time spent on you, any hope for you is gone

Don't speak. Don't open your fucking mouth

Just save your breath, you're full of shit and no one cares.

No one cares about you.

You haven't changed, you never will.

You're still the whore you've always been.

You're an empty glass waiting to be filled.

Old habits die hard.

-xBishopx - Old Habits-

Screaming At The Moon

Busy/AWESOME weekend! The 4 days, 4 show madness was a great success!

Attended Greek Fest



Greek yogurt cake?



Sno-Cones



And the sno-cone follies



First swim of the summer



The weekend with Smoke & Mirrors was great!!!



Advent



Casey :)



Clevo



Sincerity Fest



Taste The Steel



These don't have anything to do with this weekend but are posted for one of my favorite readers!
The Edge Cupcake


In the middle, sophomore year

Influence runs thick the majority grips.

A strong controlling force.

With the absence of light.

They feast on your broken down soul.

Maintain the rights of the poor and oppressed.

Ignorance is no plea I offer you the saving truth.

You follow the herd led by a demon in shepherds clothing.

Instead of leading you to pastures he leads you to baregrounds of abomination.

Baregrounds!

-xDisciplex A.D. - Baregrounds-

The 4 Day, 4 Show Madness

Nothing is set in stone about Saturday and Sunday YET!

Thursday (ugh!)



Friday



Saturday



Sunday



If everything goes to plan me and my friend Casey will be going out with Smoke & Mirrors Saturday and Sunday! It will be a blast! Good shows, good people, good times!!

You never gave a shit about the kids

You sold us out for a higher bid

I guess it was time for you to grow up

Now you can't play for us

Because we won't show up

So much for the pounding in your heart

Your actions no longer fit the part

You sold us out, and now you want more

Come to your show?

What the fuck for?

Now it's you that stands to the side

We've had enough of your so-called hardcore pride

Our faith in you has long since died

You had us fooled but now we see it was a lie

You never were one of us

No longer do you have our trust

How soon you forget the words you once spoke

Was it all a big fucking joke?

-Ten Yard Fight - Hardcore Pride-

The Dismal Tide

Apparently we look alike.



And apparently I look like a faggot in large sunglasses.



AZN



Find me a reason



To not sink in these waves.


"Sleeping" after a long day.



Summer nights



Collection #2

Your sound is flat line

Trained mundane design

Yet the makeup looks so right

So right

You're an LA factory

Hollywood fuck display

Yet the hairdo looks so right

So right

Pawns and puppets

Look great for the industry

You're vapid emission

Crawl the hills like vermin

Yet the body looks so right

So right

You're sold down the river

But you'll never deliver

Yet the stage moves look so right

So right

They will fall at your feet

Promising everything

Pawns and puppets

Look great for the industry

You're a fucking disease

Soulless and empty

Playing your part

You know what you are...You're a fucking disease.

-The Hope Conspiracy - So Many Pigs So Few Bullets-

Crooked Path

An actual bed to sleep in.



This is your head on a canvas looking my way.



Machete Twins





These will be put to good use.



I am taking two summer classes starting tomorrow. Not looking forward to it.

Wellness Walking: Monday-Friday 8AM-9:45AM
English 102(Research & Writing): Monday-Friday 10AM-11:45AM

fml.

To be alive but never to dream.

To be another failure, the world didn't need.

To be the voice of insecurity.

To be the broken man, to be the waterless seed.

I'll never life on my knee's, I know a promise holds more to me,

I'll never make the same mistakes, a conscious mind, I'll never break.

-Carpathian - Deadbeats From Deadhearts-

Night Terrors

I have another blog that I post on that is strictly for downloading mainly hardcore music (link in the top right corner) and it has been awhile since I updated it so tonight I decided that I would sit down and update the shit out of it because I have kind of neglected it lately. Along with updating it I decided I would give a lot of other bands a listen to, or atleast re-check them out.

Where I will be sitting for a few hours. I have everything I need.


What I am hunting for


Just because I remembered I have a camera on my laptop


Tonight's Playlist

I woke up today and saw indication

of a witch's cruel transformation

Finally the blood spell had taken it's

toll and I was left without a soul

It's the bloodthirst

Who would have thought

that this could have happened to me?

From mortal to vampire, how could it be?

My heart is empty, the mirror shows no reflection

New found powers craving total satisfaction

It's the bloodthirst

I'm knocking at your window

Please let me in

I'm damned before I'm saved so

I'm killing everything in sight

-Ink & Dagger - Bloodlust-