Sunday's Best

And people wonder why I wake up and hate everything so much...



August 29th...Can't wait! :-/




Unless I am waking up to Cody in his "cuties" I wake up to this giant window! TOO. MUCH. SUN.

Another night goes by and I’m stuck wondering why.

What will tomorrow bring?

Bodies numb and I don’t feel a thing.

As you scream from the side.

You’re wasted youth, you’re wasted life.

How can I help if you don’t try?

Stand aside or get buried alive.

One day I’m just going to snap.

Breaking point.

Can’t turn back.

Talk is cheap.

You bring us down.

When times got tough you just backed down.

You only waste your breath.

I wont give in.

I’ll fight to the death.

It’s over now.

I’ve had enough.

You walked away.

I called your bluff.

-The Warriors - Slings And Arrows

Honey, I Shrunk The Bananas

It's Time To Grow The Fuck Up, Or Get The Fuck Out

I know just a few days ago I said I wouldn't be posting anything for awhile because of drama this blog was causing but...fuck em! Keep crying!

I have officially moved back to Edinboro, in Apt. 222! Been on a serious job hunt and hopefully will get hired somewhere by next week. Helped my friend Kaite move from Girard to her Aunt's house, made some money which helps! Still working out, still being stronger than you!


Golf carts are fun! But golf rules are unrealistic!






My semi-roommates have become by fulltime roommates.



(shitty picture I know, it was dark in the room)


I have managed to pack MOST of my important belongings and jam them behind the couch!

I have been doing a bit of self defense training

(Come fight me)



I am being serious, if you like good music go to my music blog (link is at the top right corner) and download the two Killing Kings albums up. They are amazing and I promise you that you will not be disappointed!

Don't you cry to me.

Don't cry to me that you're torn apart.

I'm the one lying in a pool of blood.

Knife lodged deep into my fucking spine.

Now you see just what you're actions have done.

When all the drama is said and done, we are nothing.

There is nothing between us, but oceans of bad blood.

Because bond is thicker then blood.

And sometimes family is all you have.

My true friends, will stand behind me, until the fucking end.

I'll fall to my knees, and prey for your death.

I'll prey for your death

-Until The End - Nothing Between Us

Raising Hell

So lately this blog has done more harm than good. It has caused me to have to deal with too much drama and bullshit! So all I am going to say is if you do not want to know what I am doing with my life, don't read it. If you do not care or do not want to listen to what I have to say, don't read it. This blog wasn't meant for that! This blog wasn't meant for you! This blog is for me. So with that being said, I am probably not going to be posting that much if anything at all for awhile. Because of the BS and because I am in the process of moving back to Edinboro to live with my semi-roommates and I will be on a serious job hunt, hopefully getting hired and working! I also have a few more things to tackle[UH OH! TACKLE ;-)] on my list of adult things to do. If all things go to plan, I may just delete this whole thing and have a new one up about how much I have accomplished in the past three days but chances are it will not work out that well! I have enjoyed this week in Linesville. Got the chance to get to know some people a little better and hopefully that continues. The End.

P.S. - I am going to be updating my other blog (http://xsmashx814.blogspot.com/) with some new music if you want to check it out! Text or AIM me if you have any requests, hopefully I can help out!

I dont fucking need you

I only hate you

Wont tell you twice that your time here is spent

Youre just a coward in your safe place

Well your security hangs by a thread

No more threats

This promise is all I can give

You disrespect this, you disrespect us

But not again as long as I live

Fuck you, your friends and your life

Respect is give and take in my eyes

You've scarred everything you are

But you'll never scar my pride

You run your fucking mouth when I'm not around

There's just so much to say

You walk to fucking proud

Now fess up or just walk the other way

No more threats this time

No more threats

Just walk the other way

No more threats

Just this promise as long as I live

No more threats

You only get the respect that you give

-Throwdown - Walk Away

I've Never Felt So Alive With My Crew At My Side

Never before have these words been so true!
Live for them.
Die for them.
Kill for them.
That simple.

I am about 99.99% postive I am going to be moving back to the Boro to live on couch in Apt. 222 this summer, it is all depending if I can get this job or not! So hopefully my semi-roommates will turn into full time roommates!

FINALLY getting over this sinus infection which means back to working out! Until I figure out the living and job situations, it is working out twice a day! Running my ass off and doing body weight stuff! Come to Linesville and fight me, I dare you!

Been talking shit on the Goober

(she is a horrible friend...and by horrible I mean the worst!)

From nowhere I first saw your face.

You knew everyone, everything.

You thought you were above us all.

Ran your mouth for attention, looking for acceptance.

Came around with so much to prove,but no one here gives a fuck about you.

We're better off without you, so much better off, without you.

Make your claims, it's all the same.

Big mouth, no heart.

My hate for you just fucking grows.

In and out of every trends.

Never backed the things you said.

The loudest are the first to go, so fucking go.

Seen your kind many times.

Big mouth, no heart.

In shame, disgrace.

Fist to your fucking face.

-Terror - Better Off Without You

This Is High School Shit

Finally moved out of my apartment and moved back to Linesville, and already hate it! So I am back in the Boro with friends for a few days. Single again and actually not hating it!



This is home for a few days, it's not too bad and that little pink blanket is actually pretty warm!




Went out out to El Canelos with a bunch of friends, burrito deluxe is where it's at!

Finally, I am in a friend's wedding in August and looking for a date. Get at me! ;-)

So Good So Right

Still sick...


Crashing a kite (look at them legs)



If you were not here, you are not shit!



New banner, great buy! (It is massive)


On summer vacation officially!